I am Chandan. I am a 17 years old boy. I have scored good marks in class 10. So, my parents suggested to enrol myself in engineering. Recently, I have been unable to focus on my studies, and bad/negative thoughts are coming to my mind. I felt like I want to kill my parents and commit suicide. I tried to get out of this kind of thinking, but the thoughts kept coming back. I lost interest to go to college and for so many days I waited in the bus stand and came back home in the evening. I knew what I was doing and thinking to come out of it, but unable to do so. I did not know why I used get such thoughts. I could not share this with anyone even my parents because I was afraid Of what they would do. I also got less marks in my exam. My professor talked with my parents and suggested taking me to the Yuva Spandana Kendra. So, my parents took me to Yuva Spandana Kendra.
I did not have the interest to sit there when the staff of Yuva Spandana Kendra spoke with us and enquired about our visit. Then, Yuva Samalochaka sent my parents out and started talking to me. I was embarrassed at first; later he started asking general questions about my life, me. Slowly, I started getting comfortable and shared my problems. I completely shared and confessed the worries and troubles that I had before. I felt at ease after sharing all the details.
With this, Yuva Samalochaka called my parents, spoke to them about what was happening and referred me to a psychiatrist. Currently, I have been on treatment and my problems are decreasing. So, I thank Yuva Spandana Kendra.
